Saturday, September 03, 2005
31 august... went back east spring pri for "reunion"... hmmm.. somehow this yr de malays decided to go back... went back with `huan `damien `chris `leonard `glen `rudy `asyraf `nizham `haiqal `saiful `taufiq `and erm... 4 malays gals whom 2 i have forgotten de name... hehe sorry?? all de malays guys change so much lar... except asy.... hahhaa.... taufiq changed SO MUCH we couldn't recognise him.... haha... changed from blur blur toot toot wear specs guy to a shuai shuai hair spike wear contacts malays... woooh.... den rudy oso become more shuai.. haha... i think among de guys.. as in both chi and malays... taufiq and rudy like de most shuai ones lor...
haha anyway... went to play bb with de 3 chi guys and taufiq... so fun... haha.. den went macs for dinner.. though only like me and huan eating... den de rest kept cracking jokes about me and huan ... stupid idiots
went to mp lib with abby after e-maths and ss prelims paper... die lar...
anyway... ele went with us to get some stuffs from her fren.... and josh was there with them... so they started torturing this poor boy.... evil ppl... anyway... there was this really funny letters... "written" by this guy... hahaha...
The confession letter.
dearest XXX,
hello darling! =) i am sure we are both going through a particularly difficult perid in our lives.
the prlims are menancingly looming around the corner.
but knowing you intimately, i have no doubts that you would breeze through it and ultimately find a place in VJC - ultimately beside me.
despite the fact that i know you for like half a year,
the thought of a future without you with me, by my side, every step along the way is unimaginable.
in my heart, you have enslaved my emotions and blinded my senses.
your eyes, that sweet lingering smile, the warmth of your hair & most importantly;
the unexplainable aura of happiness that i sense near you has brightened up my life.
here i am... a guy, standing right before you, asking you to love him...
lets take a walk together,
near the ocean shore
hand in hand, you and i
lets cherish every moment,
we have been given
the time is passing bythe world is always changing,
nothing stays the same
my love will stand the test-time.
the next life what we live in,
remains to be seen
would you be by my side?
~cherish the love~
The rejection letter.
To YYY,hi brother!
prelims are alright.
you are going to VJC? alright i shall go to TJC then!
even though we have known each other for half a year, you will always be my BRUDDER!
i do not have ANY feelings for you!
sorry brother!
i will never, i repeat never, i repeat never ever, i repeat never ever ever fall for you
i'm sorry to reject you.
but somehow i feel that it is the best for the both of us.
think about it, i have so many SHUAI GES jioing me,
so ya, pls understand.
i'm too pretty & i can't give up the whole forest for one tiny willow.
so please dun wait for me anymore.
lets NOT take a walk together,
near the rubbish dump
leg in leg,
you and someone else [not me!]
let's NOT cherish the moment
we [wad we?] have been given
the time is passing bythe world is always changing [DUH!]
nothing stays the same [hmmm, who should i go out with tmr?]
my love [for others, not you!]
will stand the test time
the next life that we are born in
remains to be seen
NO, i won't be by your side
~cherish the bruddership~
The sad letter.
dear XXX,
i read your reply with much dismay,
the more i carried on reading,
the more my heart bled. dismay filled me.
red eyes greeted the last few lines.
despite the reassurance that i am your brother,
it just pains me to leave out relationship at such a stage. yet, i am hopeful,
optimistic that one day,
you may just feel the same way about me.
but reality steps in and i am surrounded by darkness.
loss within my torn soul,
the emptiness inside of me is a void that no other girl can fill.
yes i have lost. i played & lost the game of love.
i may not be good-looking or rich,
but i have you one thing, Love.
maybe it was wrong of me to even fall in love with you.
sin i term it. but despite my bitterness,
i shall force a smile & hope that you find your stout oak.
i might not wait for you,
but i know that i will never regret all the times i spent with you.
yours dearly,
YYY
me_________`e-leen *
4:33 PM
